Kathy wrote:See.. the difference btw your explanation of stuck.. and my situation.. is that your 24 year old fucking put himself in that situation where he's "stuck". Don't you fucking get it? I'm stuck at boarding school. The saddest part is that it's better than living at home and going to public school.
That's not sad. That's stupid. If it's so much better than living at home, then just shut the fuck up and quit complaining.
I have no rights.. And when I am judged.. I don't have jurisdiction over myself.. My parents do. It's not like I can just shrug off what people think of me and ignore it. My parents are fucking crazy.. not crazy like me.. they are C R A Z Y. They've sent so many of my closest friends into therapy.. my sister attempted to commit suicide because of them.. Stayed at the hospital for a week until she was ready to come home.
For some reason dancing in the back of my head, I find this to be utter bullshit. This whole section. Bullshit.
Our entire family has issues..
Yeah, they have to deal with you.
we all suffer from depression.. we don't belong together... Fortunetly.. my brother and sister have been better off ever since they've gone away to college.. But me? I'm still here.
RUN AWAY THEN! If you truly believe what you say later on about third world people, then running away and leaving off street scraps will be a fucking parade, right?
And you fucking dare to tell me that I don't realize how good I have it? You wanna switch lives? Be my fucking guest.
Back in school? Free meals? Free room? Many chances to meet new and interesting people? I'd switch with you in a heartbeat.
What you fail to realize is that I'm not to far from that 24 yr old you were describing.. The difference? He has more rights than me.
I would normally let you have that one (given that minors have less legal rights and such), but how do you prove that statement?
I am unable to tell others exactly what the hell is wrong. People like YOU never understand. You don't want to understand.. nobody wants to believe me until they know everything... until they have.. proof.
What in the hell are you blathering about? It's my
fault that no one can understand what you want to say, and it's my
fault that you don't know how to explain it?
That's fucking sad. And when they do know how bad I have it.. there's nothing they can do for me but understand my situation and tell me.. if there's anything that they can do to help, they're there for me... But there isn't.
Except bitch about it to people you don't know online, that always helps, right? And what is it with you calling people sad for stupid shit you pull? How can you possibly see this connection?
You're saying that "we've ALL been there"? Oh really? In my exact situation?
Yes, from the way you're describing them. Relationship problems, feeling better than the world, knowing your parents are just out to make your life miserably, I think we have
all been there.
Did you start attempting to commit suicide when you were twelve? ..Or have you ever?
And this is supposed to make your argument more valid, I'm guessing? [quote[Are your parents insane? Every waking moment do you feel despair and as if you should take the blame for every fucking thing that's wrong in this forsaken world?[/quote]
Ask any person ranging from about age 14 to 16, and they will give you think the same thing about themselves.
You've grown up? How so? How are you any different from me? Did the earth revolve around the sun a few more times for you?
Why yes, it did. And while it did that I saw more troubles and experienced more of human society than I'm sure you have.
Oh that's right.. You've lived longer.. you've experienced far more.
You don't agree? Well fuck you, ok? I've experienced far more since the age of 16 than I ever thought I could, and you're saying that you've already seen all of that? Well then if you've experienced the whole fucking world then why can't you get yourself out of these "problems" of yours?
You're stuck in REAL situations? Oh really? Can you elaborate on that? I'd love to hear about your battle btw life and death.
And I'd love to hear yours, because I'm sure you don't have one; you're just talking out of you ass.
Because I don't believe that having your bills paid is vital to your health, losing your job is a death sentence..
Really, now? You don't believe that paying your bills is essential to having running water and electricity for things such as food and drink? Go back to my other suggestion telling you to run away, as it still applies here too.
As for other things.. becoming addicted to coke... feeling like there's no one to turn to.. there are people you can turn to.. Even if you were stupid enough to get yourself into that situation.
I'll let . take care of this, because I have no firsthand experience with drugs. Plus, I'm sure . could elaborate much more than I could, here.
As far as I'm concerned.. I'd think I'd be happier in third world country dying of some disease.. starving...
Then run away to those places, you goddamn wannabe pariah. Why would you want to choose to live there, by the way?
BUT I'd be surrounded be people that weren't so absorbed in the world around them.. they wouldn't constantly be wanting more power.. more shit.. more more more..
Where has anyone in here said they wanted more more more more power more money more shit from you? How can you say that anyone posting in this thread (with the exception of you) is self-absorbed?
I'm really sick of it. I can't live my life the way I choose to.. and it's killing me, emotionally..
Oh, fuck you! Fuck you! BOO FUCKING HOO. That's called LIFE and it never, never
ends up the way you want it to. "I can't live the way I want to I want to be catered to all day and have eighteen fuckbuddies who will treat me like shit I want a plane that will fly over mountains but my parents won't let me because they come up with excuses like 'that's expensive' and 'that's dangerous' and god why can't I do what I want?"
You want to know why? Do you want to know how fucking hard you have to work in life to have the things you want? It's not a goddamn cakewalk built solely for your own amusement to waddle through as you fucking please! No, it takes hard fucking work, which I'm sure you never put in by the way you act on these boards here. I have never joined in on a Kathy-bashing thread, but you went way too far with this hunk of shit you threw at my monitor.
I wanted to be a musician in a band, but I'm not now. I used to work night after night in bars filled
with second-hand smoke trying to play something people will like at the risk of them booing my guitar and me offstage, in the hopes that maybe I'll find a drummer or a bass player. Did that ever happen? NO. Did I come moaning and crying to the Citadel then claim how they "didn't understand me" when I didn't tell them the truth? NO.
Are you too fucking stupid to realize that you're an attention-craving whore who seeks out the sympathy gland in our bodies? Quit fucking complaining already. Quit trying to act so goddamn mature when it's obvious that you aren't. Quit moaning about how we're all full of ourselves and stubborn and unwilling to understand when you yourself admit that you don't know how to explain it. Just shut the hell up about all of your shit. No one wants to hear it anymore. Get over yourself.